Just sent Mavis off in the morning.. She is like one of the longest surviving colleague in my school next to Huan Cheng and JJ which i see them like for eternity.. especially our 仙姑! LOL
Well, we were prepared to shed buckets but we kind of spent the last moments laughing our hearts off taking photos with the M&M dispensers that the next minute when she left, we still had our smiles... except for meixin who already burst into tears..
Maybe the fact that she is coming back like soon like next June? Time seems to flash past really quickly and it's almost a year already...
Well, it has been a pretty eventful year.. Still remember when the clock strucked 12 on the 7th, I was at Nicole's wake... It's a pity that I would not be able to rush back on time for her memorial service but really, is what she has done that has left an eternity in our hearts... just like people who walk in and out of our lives.
One Di said that he has just walk out of people's lives just within a snap of a finger, but i beg to differ.
Our memories and emotions can't be erased just like that?! Sometimes memories are so vivid, it just leaves a deep imprint in our hearts... whether good or bad..
I just saved myself of a blog entry recently listening the song that was recommended, i can't help wonder that why people don't see the struggles we have within.. Maybe 'cos if they really see it, they probably would have a total different perspective of us!
Sighs just like the psychologist in NTU said that people are judging you with every photo u upload on the net, I was quite tempted to leave the really wrong camera angle photo taken by DD of me and SD which was really very yanzhong looking, when we were like standing like 2 shoulder arms width away!!
Jesus said,"Let him who is without sin cast the first stone"...
But it would really be much easier to avoid being having the person attempting to take the stone.
Just want to thank Aunt Evon for blessing me just to go for my long awaited holiday.. I wouldn't really count mission trips as a holiday cos we are on tight schedules cos half the time we are like memorising lyrics in foreign language or having the stress of song leading.. and we can't really just switch off the phone and enjoy every moment of it .. i guess the last holiday i really was also at the very same place but this time i believe it's like packed to the brim with many activities! i miss the minced meat with basil leave and chilli padi which is like just S$3 or so!!! I wonder how things have changed 'cos the last time i went there it was 2004 i think =.=
Dad called in time last night to wish me bon voyage.. really miss him loads...
Uncle saying he thought my lingerie entry was literal??!! YANZHONG....=.=
and he mentioned that my blog entries and usually happy??!
Haha maybe cos i choose to look on the brighter side of things.. that doesn't mean i am okay but just that i learn to give weight to words that are spoken by people who genuinely know what's going on and are true friends?
I don't really understand the rational of looking at the blog of someone you don't like cos you are like giving away time which is like part of your life to the person already loll
Uncle, this blog entry blunt enuff liao bo... =.=
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